Urg! I absolutely HATE my computer! It is sooooo slow! Im trying to turn it on to retype my final paper and e-mail it to haskett but it wont even turn on. Then when it finally does it takes at least an hour to load everything and log on to the internet. I'm so over this :/

Wow Mrs. Haskett, the one day I actually remember my outside writing and you move it tomorrow. Thanks lol Hopefully I will remember to bring it to school tomorrow because I really need those points.

list # 1

My Idiosyncrasies

• My tv volume has to be on an even number.
• While scrolling through the channels, I have to go up. If I pass a channel and want to go back to it I have to enter it manually.
• I put my makeup on before I do my hair.
• I put contacts in after I do my makeup, causing me to re-do my makeup.
• I brush my teeth everytime I leave my house.
• I can't sleep unless my bedroom door is latched shut.
• I put on my right sock, then left sock, then right shoe, then left shoe. Same thing taking them off.
• I have to sleep on my sides.
• The radio or tv has to be on while I get ready.
• I snooze my alarm 3 times every morning for a total of 15 minutes.
• When eating, I eat all of one thing before eating something else. Ex: If eating chicken nuggets and french fries, I eat all the fries first.
• If for some reason I take my rings off, I take off my thumb ring first, then my right ring finger. Same way putting them back on.
• When straightening my hair, I separate it into different sections.
• I get ready in my pjs, then get dressed right before I leave. I go through several different outfits before deciding on one.
• My purse HAS to match what I'm wearing. (That's why I have 18) hehe
• My pjs have to match.
• I always carry my pencil pouch, 2 wallets, camera, medicine, glucose tablets, food, water, chapstick, keys, mirror, planner, ipod, phone, sticky notes,lotin, gum, hair brush, perfume, and hand sanitizer in my purse. Without any of them I feel awkward.
• I carry around a binder even though all it holds is my notebook for this class so technically all I need is the notebook.
• I have to write in pencil, never in pen (unless I have to).

Darn! I forgot my OW at home again. I think this is the second time in a row. I have it written but i keep forgetting to bring it with me to school. At least i got a lot of positive feedback on my final writing piece, thanks everyone! :)

So tomorrow night is the FFA banquet and for the past week the officers and I have been preparing for it; different committees, food, decorations, awards, set up/clean up, and the slideshow. Its been pretty stressful. Then to top it off, today we had interviews for next years officers which Mrs. Silva let me help with. There were 8 applicants but only 7 positions and I know who got what position but I cant tell anyone until tomorrow. Im bad at keeping secrets though, she shouldnt have told me haha

Ok so right now, literally right this second im sitting in the ag department waiting for mrs silva to come back from a "meeting" with mr. Mccreath for her surprise baby shower that the officers and i planned for her. We bought a cake and a gift and decorated her classroom right after school. Now its 3:30 and she still isnt back yet. With my luck she will walk in right now while im posting this haha

Ive had my birthday party planned for about a month, except now plans are changing due to the weather. This sunday my family and friends were going to Aptos beach to spend the day and bbq. Of course you guys know how im a beach girl so ive been pretty pumped! But now my parents are saying no because they dont want to sit in the wind and rain. Grrr :/

So i keep thinking about people that trash talk their loved ones behind their backs. Like when my friends call their parents bitches, assholes, etc because they wont let them go to the movies or stay the night at a friends house. But how would they feel if after they call their parents that, something bad happens to them? How guilty would they feel? I know that ive done it once. I called my mom a bitch for taking away my car keys and immediately felt horrible about it. I didnt mean it but i said it out of anger. It really hurt her feelings and ive never done it since. But everyday i hear someone in the hall or a friend say something bad about their loved ones, but have they ever thought of the consequences?

So basically I'm pretty sick right now. It could be from a couple different reasons. First, I was in Shingle Springs all day on Saturday in a skirt and heels because of FFA (did I mention it was only 40 degrees there and snowing?). Second, it could have been all the people I met that day and shook their hands (eew germs!). Or third, perhaps I have "whatever is going around" because a lot of my friends are sick. Well whatever it is, it sucks. Hopefully I'll be back at school tomorrow.

Wow i cannot hula hoop anymore like i used to when i was little. I was practicing during 4th period today before lunch so i wouldnt make a total fool of myself in the quad, but the practice didnt help much. We got a few people to hula hoop though and it was a lot of fun. I wasnt the only fool out there! Im still looking forward to Friday! Kiss a pig! So if ur reading this and want to see Mrs. Haskett kiss a pig, put some money in her jar on her desk! :)

Valentines Day was amazing! I left school and went to Safeway to pick up Sean's balloon bouquet. Then I went home to get his poster, card, candy, cookies, and stuffed turtle. I went to his house at 2 and decorated his room with streamers and rose petals. He got home around 6 and saw his surprise. He said he loved it. Then at 7:15 i went to his house again. I walked in and it was dark with country music (my favorite) playing and candles lit on the table. Next to it was my roses, a box of candy, and a dolphin pillow pet. He cooked me dinner which was really yummy and then we cuddled for the rest of the night. I had so much fun! :)

Beach Trip on Friday!

Woohoo! I can't wait until Friday! No school = Girls Day at the Beach! My mom, aunt, cousins, hopefully Brookelyn and I are all going to Aptos for the day. It's suppose to be like 70 degrees there and the water is so clear and blue. I went last Saturday with my parents and my boyfriend. It was beautiful! But I didn't take my swim suit or shorts so it kind of sucked walking around in the sun in my jeans and jacket all day. That's why this time I'm wearing shorts and my bikini, but taking jeans just in case it's cooler than I expect. :)

I LOVE today's weather! It's not too cold, but it isn't hot either and I'm happy that the sun is out. It's like perfect weather if you ask me. I'm also in a pretty good mood considering I had 9 hours of sleep last night (woohoo!) Hopefully my mom and brother will patch things up soon, I hate how they are hardly speaking to eachother except when he comes by to pick up his mail since he hasn't transferred it to his new place yet. His visits are brief and they don't speak much. I just wish things could go back to normal. I really miss my big brother and want him to be happy.

Ok, so this is my first time blogging from my phone and i hope it works. I guess i will find out later. So i was hecka sick for the past few days. I woke up on sunday morning with a fever, ear ache and sore throat. I took hella medicine and was feeling better to go to school today. But i really hate missing school and i missed a meeting yesterday too.

outside writing?!?! "/

Yea, yea, yea I know. Every two weeks, it's on the white board, and we are constantly reminded of our outside writing in class, yet I completely forgot about it. Again. So guess what I'm going to be doing tonight? haha Oh! I found a solution to my problem about getting on my dabbed~nabbit computer each work to blog, considering my computer is super slow and frustrating to do anything with it, so I set up Blogger Mobile. (Wanda gave me the idea, thanks!) Now I only have to get on the computer to comment on others blogs. Yay!

depressed much? :(

So I've been pretty confused and sad lately. There's been a lot going on with my family and I'm stressed out by school. Let's start with my family. First of all my aunt and uncle are separating. Again. By that I mean my uncle is leaving my aunt and cousins. My aunt doesn't have a car or job to continue to pay rent in the apartment that they are currently living in, so they are moving in with Shaina, my 19 year old cousin who owns her house. The bad part of this is that now Dennis is being kicked out. She has given him until the 1st of February to find a new place, except he is broke. He was dating this girl Jessica, who he claims to be "in love with" and cold see himself marrying her, but nobody in my family likes her. She used him plain and simple. When she was younger she moved out of her mom's house because she didn't want to live by her rules so she moved in with her boyfriend who paid for everything for her. Finally he dumped her and he wanted all of his money back 9apparently she owed him a lot and STILL hasn't paid him for anything). Last summer Dennis and her hooked up (did I mention she slept with and dated his best friend first?) Well they got together and she practically moved in with Dennis and Shaina. She doesn't pay for anything, Dennis buys her everything from clothes to shoes to designer purses. Not to mention dinner every night. He took her to a Giant's game and got front row seats even. Dennis has always treated his girls really well, so it's not like this was out of character for him. Except Jessica has done some deceitful things, like claiming her car was broken into and her ipod, camera and credit card were stolen. But there were a few flaws in this scenario. She has two ipods, the ipod nano and an ipod touch but the nano was stolen, her camera was stolen but they left the memory card, and her wallet was there but only the one credit card was missing. I mean if I were going to break into someones car and steal stuff I would take the whole wallet, the ipod touch, and the whole camera. Hell I'd probably take her entire purse. Also she says it was broken into on her school campus, which means there would be security cameras but she never pursued that to get her things back. I honestly think she sold both of them for extra money. Next, she claims she was fired from her job, but my brother knows her manager and he said she quit. Why would she lie about that? Can you tell I don't like her? Well anyways, my entire family knew she was using him but he was blind to it, he refused to acknowledge it. Finally she dumped him because he is broke and cant treat her to expensive dinners anymore. But now he is severely depressed, I've never seen him like this before, it's devastating. Not to mention Shaina is screwing him over  by not giving him  back his $300 deposit because she was recently fired (for real, not like Jessica) and she wants him to pay to have the carpets cleaned before he moves out, but she knows he can't afford that right now. All of this is really weighing down on me and I don't know what to do to help. My parents and my brother continue to argue because he is irresponsible with his money, and because he wants to get back together with Jessica and my mom told him that if he does that he would kill her. So basically my mom is forcing him to choose between Jessica or herself. I'm afraid to find out who he is going to choose :( Well I think this is enough to tell you guys for now, because this isn't even half of my problems.