Ok so right now, literally right this second im sitting in the ag department waiting for mrs silva to come back from a "meeting" with mr. Mccreath for her surprise baby shower that the officers and i planned for her. We bought a cake and a gift and decorated her classroom right after school. Now its 3:30 and she still isnt back yet. With my luck she will walk in right now while im posting this haha

Ive had my birthday party planned for about a month, except now plans are changing due to the weather. This sunday my family and friends were going to Aptos beach to spend the day and bbq. Of course you guys know how im a beach girl so ive been pretty pumped! But now my parents are saying no because they dont want to sit in the wind and rain. Grrr :/

So i keep thinking about people that trash talk their loved ones behind their backs. Like when my friends call their parents bitches, assholes, etc because they wont let them go to the movies or stay the night at a friends house. But how would they feel if after they call their parents that, something bad happens to them? How guilty would they feel? I know that ive done it once. I called my mom a bitch for taking away my car keys and immediately felt horrible about it. I didnt mean it but i said it out of anger. It really hurt her feelings and ive never done it since. But everyday i hear someone in the hall or a friend say something bad about their loved ones, but have they ever thought of the consequences?

So basically I'm pretty sick right now. It could be from a couple different reasons. First, I was in Shingle Springs all day on Saturday in a skirt and heels because of FFA (did I mention it was only 40 degrees there and snowing?). Second, it could have been all the people I met that day and shook their hands (eew germs!). Or third, perhaps I have "whatever is going around" because a lot of my friends are sick. Well whatever it is, it sucks. Hopefully I'll be back at school tomorrow.